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Thursday, July 06, 2006
ytd neber update blog cux mi mum pushed da table which mi laptop is sittin on 2 one side
i was too lazy 2 make another place 4 mi laptop so i might as well dun touch it
nw cux i jux bathed n waitin 4 mi hair 2 dry n i cannt on da light 2 read bk so i use da laptop
da days hv been passin... sumtimes fast sumtimes slow
bt den da days goin 2 disneyland slowly passes
im feelin much more scared day by day
i oso duno y... it's jux tis fear
i seriously duno if mi fears will b unfounded until i reach thr n everything is told 2 mi
i jux read da email tt sue sent 2 conrad
she was like "we do not accept roomate requests."
jux one simple sentence onli
crush all our dreams
hais... okies... better end all mi sadness by tokin sum fun things
ytd onli mi vanitha n jeff went 2 sch
we had a one hr n 15 mins lunch break
within 15mins we finished all our food
so vanitha suggested 2 go lib n do proj
bt den we realli didn't wan 2 go lib
it's so crowded n irritatin these days
den jeff suggested go guild hse 2 play pool
of cux bein slackers we agreed immediately
so we went 2 guild hse
orig wanted 2 play bowling bt den so many pple
better nt go n unglam ourselves
so in da end went 2 play pool
aft payin everything we went 2 look 4 da pool rm
bt den cannt find at all
den walk all ard
i tink finally aft 10mins we found da rm
n nw we dun hv da sticks n everything
so went down again 2 take
by da time we started 2 play it was already 1230
mi n vanitha grp up 2 play against jeff on a/c tt da bth of us onli played once b4
so it was a sad n long game wif jeff winning of cux
actually i was da reason tt we were losing cux vanitha is realli gd man
out of all da balls tt went in i onli by 2nd chance given by jeff plus free ball put in one ball
i was missing all da balls like hell
n jeff had so many chances 4 free ball thanks 2 mi
in da end bth teams had all da balls in n were fightin 4 da black ball
da last part lasted so long
da black ball jux wun go into da hole
10mins jux 2 play tt black ball
n da thing is... while we finally finished 1 game da table beside us finished 3 games
either they were damn fast or we were damn slow
thou it's obvious tt we were slow n we realli cldn't play well
in fact i played like shit
i tink if i play money i sure lose big time
ok... so todae went 2 eat buffet
2 for da price of 1... tt phoenix garden cafe tt one
da pratas damn nice... no wonder gt prize de
aniwae... jinnelle came halfway
she joined mi n min's table
da min she sat down she asked mi a qns which totally pissed mi off big time
she was thr cocky sayin "so... u haven ans mi qns whu was da guy"
da last time she came 2 mi hse she asked mi da same qns
i did nt ans her cux da more i say da worse it gets
it was onli at one moment wen i was so pissed tt i told her off tt time by threatening 2 kill her if she dares 2 utter another word abt tis
tt time she stopped bt todae she did it again
i told her if she did sae one more word im goin 2 her mum 2 tell her tt her daughter has a bf named ... i forgot wad name
den she was like... say lo aniwae megan told mi mum liao
wtf... she was like i dun care tt type of attitude
so i told her if she realli pushed mi up da wall i wld make it known 2 everyone abt her bf thing
clearly she was shocked so she shut up
so i kept givin her da black face da whole time wif mi sis quarrellin wif mi over her
i mean whu's her sis??!! quarrellin wif mi cux i giv jinnelle black face?!?
i told mi sis "whueva irritates mi dun expect mi 2 treat her extreme nice cux i given ample warning liao... n if i treat da irritatin one nice den she shd b scared cux i can b evil if i wan"
i noe tis sounds bitchy
bt den seriously if sumone keep irritatin u wif da same topic which is totally nt true n spreads it like wildfire will u keep ur cool?
4 mi... i gave warnings aft warnings bt none were heeded
so yes... it's time 2 let mi anger show liao
if nt they tink i alwaes jux warn warn onli v gd 2 bully
excuse mi... im like older den them by so much
all of them r onli in primary sch tt's y i dun take it 2 heart most of da time
bt den tis totally exceeded da limit so i mux show liao
da next time seriously if she still cum 2 mi n sae da same things
im so gonna make all her bad things publicly known
i will definitely nt spread false things abt her bt den i will jux simply say da truth
cux i totally hate it wen pple spreads false things abt u so i wun do it 2 others
if she dares 2 do it again... she has 2 bear da consequences liao
n yes... ytd i heard sum damn sad news
i cannt make it known here cux it's sumthin v private which no frens noe
it's realli sad
n weneva i tink of it i feel so sad
seriously tis is one thing tt's making mi bad tempered these days
so... nw mi temper is realli significantly shortened n mi attention span is realli shorten significantly too
like todae durin iaf lecture
i looked like im listenin bt den mi mind keep driftin 2 tt matter
it's so sad n it's makin mi angry oso
hais.. too bad i cannt sae cux it's v diff 2 understand de
i tink i will find another way of supressin mi anger n sadness ba
one way shd b crying ba...
bt den so far tis hasn't happened yet
mayb i shd make it happen
okie... i better go liao cux tis is getting long
anione whu has made it 2 tis line w/o fallin aslp n feelin irritated realli has determination man
okies... congrats 2 anione whu finish reading tis boring entry cux u realli hv determination n it means tt u can do well in many things
gd work!!!
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